(...)
I hate that I can't function without being chemically altered.
(...)
When I look at you, all I wanna say is I'm sorry. Please forgive me. And inside, I feel like tears are streaming down my cheeks. But they're not, are they? (...) I'm so lost inside. I wish I could get out. But I don't think I ever will." - Billy.
------------------------------------------------
Dave: In three, oh Lord, do I put my trust. Let me never be ashamed. Deliver me in thy righteousness... Let me never be ashamed. There's a concept. I've been ashamed my entire life. I grew up thinking I was unworthy in the eyes of God, instead of trusting God not to be an ignorant, frightened biggot. Because of this, I made myself crazy. I put myself in danger. I made a lot of mistakes. Big mistakes. Which could have been avoided if I just had faith. Faith that maybe God really is love, like we say. How am I supposed to spread God's love throughout the world when I deny it to myself?
No comments:
Post a Comment